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Recycled Words

by Lectures

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1.
Skin and bones I'm a nervous wreck Recycled words but so accurate I want so bad just to give in But then, what kind of man would that make me Nothing will ever come easily Not when you want it to Not when you need it be So anchor your heels deep down in dirt And pull and pray with all your worth I was going through something I was trying to figure out who I was I didn't have much to offer But I gave you what I had Then you left me in a better place A level head and drowned in grace I'm not as hopeless as my demons would like for me to be Skin and Bones I'm a nervous wreck Recycled words but so humbling
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Anxious 03:03
I have these hands that won’t stop shaking They won’t sit still not for a second Call it nervous, call it scared, call it what you want Doesn’t change the fact you’re falling and I’m frozen To be honest I’m scared We’re not okay but i hope to get there I’ll say something I can’t give Your anxious heart, oh God, I’m hoping Will heal in time just say your okay But I know its hard to form your lips like Shapes and sounds that you just dont believe in If you’re the anchor hanging around my neck I wont cut the line I’d rather break my back If you’re a sinking ship, I’m the captain I’ll see you at the bottom I can’t sleep Because you’re the one I’ll carry with me
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I’ve lived and let be I thought I found peace I’ve been loved and let down I’ve been all by myself You can forgive and you can forget But you’ll always resent the in between Things are changing aint it a shame We spent all night talking about things we’d keep the same Always is a bold statement A promise is trust in that Let this be a reminder Let this be a reason to believe Maybe its me thats changed I spent the past few months searching for what I thought lost Im sorry for the things i took Im sorry it had to be you Its not just what you carry with you but its how you carry it Its not that it doesnt get heavy But Its just getting used to it Im still getting used to it
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A girl too good for me, a God given purpose, still screaming out the window, "But, no, I don't deserve this" Leaning on a wall that keeps myself from forgiveness my hands made the concrete that keep me out while me head holds the notion it wont break down Drawing a chalk line that keeps me from what I was, I can still see the blurred spots where I comprimisedthe man I want so badly to become with the flaws the wont stop shaking me I caved in I felt the same as I did last fall Im falling like the leaves again, Im finding direction in the wind But I caved again Then I spent the night alone with my lonely thoughts, they kept telling me lies i kept listening, "You're too pathetic to get your point across, you're too broken to ever be changed" But im as clean, Im as clean as ive ever been I caved in i felt the same as I did last year, Im falling like the leaves again but I found, I found direction I have purpose I have hope Im not worthless even though my head might tell me so

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released October 25, 2013

Produced, Recorded, Mixed and Mastered at Dagonz Audio Productions
Artwork by Mike Schons

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